Another change is with my friends. It bothers me to know that soon I might never see some people again. And why does it seem when I get close to some people, my other friendships worsen? Oh well, I guess I had this coming. Sure, I know I will always make new friends, but they won't mean as much as the ones I have now. I won't ever have a better support group than now. I just don't wanna lose my closest friends. I love them too much, and I just want them to know that. If I do go, I hope they all can find someone better to take my place, but they should all know that no one can take their place in my life.

But I guess all's well that end's well. I'm enjoying my Senior week. Prom is Saturday, and I'm taking the one and only Jessica Dennis. We will be the hottest couple there, and yeah, she is the best prom date ever yo! Plus, in less than one week...the new Taking Back Sunday album comes out..yayness. Well..I'm done..maybe I'll do more of these, maybe not....but then again..its whatever.

"MakeDamnSure" - Taking Back Sunday

I just want to break you down so badly
Youve got this new head filled up with smoke
I got my veins all tangled close
To those jukebox bars you frequent
Theyre the safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought
You are everything I want
Because you are everything Im not
We lay together
Just not too close
How close is close enough?
In the morning
My inarticulate
Store bought
Hangover hobby kit talks
It says you  oh you
You are so cool
(I trip over everything you say)
Scissor shaped across the bed
You are red (Violent red)
You hollow out my hungry eyes
I bite my tongue   I take my time
And
Im going to make damn sure that you cant ever leave
You wont ever get too far from me
You wont ever get too far from me
You wont ever get too far from me
You wont ever get too far from me
You wont ever get too far

So wow..its been awhile, hasnt it? Oh well..it seems like no one really reads this stuff anymore anyways....but..what the hell? The past 2 weeks have been..well...wow.

Ok, so I basically put everything on the line, and took one of the biggest risks of my life last week. I told my best friend Ashley the truth, which was that I had fallen in love with her. Unless you've ever done something like that..you have no idea how hard it was. And yeah, it made this week really weird, and it probably changed our friendship forever, but we are still friends, and thats all that matters. I knew it was a risk, but as I hoped for, our friendship was strong enough to handle it. I just thank God that I have my best friend back.

Spring break was good. I toured my 3 colleges...I really liked Martin and Knoxville...MTSU was just boring....but why do I have the odd feeling that is where I will end up? I really dunno, this month is going to be soo confusing. I saw another Plea show...'twas amazing. I got to hang out with alot of people, and do alot of fun things. Movies, games, driving, plays...it was all fun. I got some really cool pictures too. I think things are finally starting to get back to normal, and with bout 1 month of school left...life is pretty good. Oh yeah...and I officially have a date for my prom now...heh heh. Well, thats all...God bless..til whenever. -cr-

So I did it......its finished. Now what? God only knows. Funny thing though....raindrops are just like tears...without the pain.

So I'm a little late with the update....get over it. This week has been pretty awesome for the most part. Aside from the seemingly nonstopness of work, I've had an amazing spring break. Lemme give a quick run down...

Last Friday - School let out..yayness. Then a whole group of us went to Rcktwn to see Plea. WOW..maybe the best show I've ever seen...its right up there with the Underoath show..we had soo much freaking fun.....I'm still sore. Then we all headed to Waffle House..danced a bit, and ate...good times. Then we headed back to church to get people to their rides...Laffy Taffy comes on....Me, Aaron, and Curly get on the roof of the car and start dancing...oh yeah...there are pictures..just go to my myspace for that one!

Saturday...Worked....ew. Then went to eat with Lauren, Kim, Misty, and Clay. After that, we headed to Lauren's and watched Saw 2....that was alot of fun..I played DDR for the first time..it was...well...nevermind..

Sunday,...church was good, as always. After work, I went to youth, had some fun, and hung out with Emmie Lou for a bit.

Monday....worked all day..and well..lets just skip that.

Tuesday....great day...sure I had to work, but I got off early and hung out with Miranda and Emmie. We went to Walmart, and did other stuff too.

Wednesday...finished my video shoot for the church, picked up Jon and Alex, and we went tux shopping...Curly joined us a bit later..we rocked out. So we went to the mall, and other tux shops...then we went to Cici's, Toy's R Us, and Books a Million. I came home, went to church, and then Kaela, Miranda, Emmie and I went to see V for Vendetta.....that movie is awesome. I  soo know what I wanna be when I grow up..a vigilante.

Today...I start off my college tour 06...MTSU today..Martin tomorrow, and Knox on Monday....hopefully I'll have a better idea of where to go after this weekend. Tomorrow night I'm going to another Plea show at Rcktwn...everybody be there..its gonna be amazing!! Saturday I'm hanging with AD before he goes to prom, and then with my lil boo Kim. I'm free part of Saturday, and all day Sunday..so if you wanna do somethin..give me a buzz! Til whenever...-cr-

p.s. - I'm about to do it...a few people know....its nothing bad...but its definately a game breaker. Oh God...please dont let me screw this up.

So yeah..one issue down..only 99,999 more to go.

Wednesday night was amazing. I normally wouldn't give props to stuff I do...but then again, I didn't do this one. It just felt soo right preaching like I did. Is this my calling? I dunno...I guess I'll find out when the game is done. I just know I felt like I was doing what the Lord wanted me to do..and dang, does it feel good.

Tuesday was just..wow. I hung out with my best friend all night....how many ways are there to Nashville? We've found our fair share. Just follow the red hills, and choose left, right, or straight...any way but backwards. Watch out for the lizard though...he can strike at any time. Wait..whats that smell? Smells like another memory to me. I could get addicted to this...hmmm..maybe I already am?

Last night was cool...ahh...another chuch van trip. The windows must be tired of the fog. And the airport! Oh, the things at Waffle House at midnight...I never knew death looked soo good...but atleast I'm not cold anymore. Oh, and David...a blessed man.

Today....yeah. Church...owns as always. Then I dined at Moe's with the crew....how many different names for a burrito can you think of? Don't forget the game...if it weren't for upsets, would we still play? The Cingular man knows. The mall is fun..even with the shirts I could never wear...and lets not forget the Slaughter Pen....hmm..how long is this trail? I don't care, as long as we explore it together.

Yeah, and lest I forget..the million dolla question. Yeah, I've made my choice...I'm goin' to my prom. New Frontiers is intriguing....but being able to dance the last dance of the night with my best friend sooo beats any other trips by like...hmm....7 times? God bless. -cr-

p.s. Jill is still the coolest...not only does she read this..but she gives me candy too...even if its from Valentine's day.....3 chocolates in a box?? RIPOFF.

p.s. 2 - Yeah..I got the prom thing down...now I just have college and the other thing...well..hmm...shhhh...I'll get that one out of the way really soon.